last couple of days.... my mind was thingking of something.... is anyone out there really cares bout me?? haha... i know, mmg ada... but... i dont think it was the sincerely comes from their heart... a person that always be close to us when we happy... but hardly found some1 who was there for us when sadness and sorrow comes.... wtf is goin on.... sacrifice for somethin that was not worth for it.... yet laughter and memory of how wonderful my live filled up my days.. but why ddi this feelin comes... everytime... when does it ends.. sometimes im wondering.. when im die already.. how many person will be there at my dead ceremony and cry sincerely... how many that really feel my lost after that.... every nite i thingking... are we living by pretending to care about each other..
or are we did that just because we want to make her/his life more happier... what for friends created for us.. gf/bf, family...... if we live in pretending to make some1 happy... if i was reborn in this world and would have a chance to choose to live as we wish... im wish i born to be lonely,coldhearted, doesn't know what love is so im not hurting any1 else and im not hurting myself... love is pain when u toying with it... love is heaven we u choose wisely... lastly love is drug when u over doin it.....
hatred leads to disaster... love lead to unpredictable things.....
so lets try it both... hahahaha.............
3.20 a.m
25 dec (christmas) 2010
lacation : Kuala Terengganu (Hotel Seri Indah)
Themes : Sadness and Sorrow(mcm lagu naruto)wkakaka
